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Brain chemistry, part 2

I haven’t played with my brain chemistry this much since I was in college.

The latest thing is a sudden jag of despair, anxiety, and panic that seems like it will never end. But it does end, pretty predictably, after 10 minutes.

Very strange to be cutting a papaya for breakfast, start crying miserably, then ten minutes later return to the papaya as if nothing happened. This happens about three times a day.

It’s like having emotional diarrhea. It’s exactly like that.

But really. I’m OK.